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Garrett Kincaid's avatar

I believe that life is a gift, despite the fact that I will die.

Here's another way to say this: Life is the whole cake, and longevity is the icing. No matter when or how I die, my life cannot be taken from me — because I have lived. I exist, which means I have received the gift of life in full. I am due nothing.

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Rachael Tiss's avatar

So glad I finally sat down to read this on a slow Sunday. I've been saving your essay knowing I wanted to read it deeply in a peaceful state.

You prompted me to reflect on a feeling that keeps returning. I sometimes miss religion, but I'm skeptical to practice one because I want to make sure I'm not doing so as a means to drown my existential dread with dogma. And I realize it's not religion that I miss, but faith.

I've mistakingly labeled my faith as weak because I've been comparing in to my past religion. "I'm not reading the Bible nor reciting The Lord's Prayer every night so how could I be faithful?" But as you said, faith is fluid. That's beautiful and liberating. Faith gives me the unlimited spiritual space to explore, inquire, and seek out truth for as long as I shall live.

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